matilda-'s Diaryland Diary

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the artists edition

Magnetic Poetry. I'd like the magnetic journal that goes with it.

Bold death angel and cigarette symbols.

Passion with you only.

I love that song by Nickelback from the Spiderman movie. Hero.

I am so high. I can hear heaven.

I am so high. I can hear heaven.

No heaven, no heaven dont hear me.

And they say that a hero can save us.

Im not gonna stand here and wait.

I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.

Watch as they all fly away.

Someone told me love will all save us.

But how can that be, look what love gave us.

A world full of killing, and blood-spilling

That world never came.

Now that the world isnt ending, its love that Im sending to you.

It isnt the love of a hero, and thats why I fear it wont do.

And they're watching us

(Watching Us)

As they all fly away.

I've given all I have. There's nothing left...for now.

Mom has forgiven me for going into her email. She tried to comfort me over the phone. Had we been together, face to face, I know she would have reached out to hold me.

"It's ok, Kendall."

Sometimes when we take a wrong turn, we get stuck. I ran to my mother for help, the one person who had reason to turn me away.

Am I supposed to love her or hate her?

15:17 - Thursday, May. 30, 2002

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